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Amid the outpouring of grief and love in the wake of Liam Payne‘s shocking death at 31 on Wednesday following a fall from his hotel balcony in Buenos Aires, Argentina came a touching reminder from the former One Direction and solo star’s recent past to put things into perspective.
That prompt came from BBC Radio 2 host Scott Mills, who on Thursday (Oct. 17) played a letter Payne wrote to his 10-year-old self in 2020 and read on BBC Radio 1 as part of a pandemic series. Mills noted that during the COVID-19 shutdown, Payne came on his show to participate in the project asking artists to speak to their younger selves, and, looking emotional, added that the singer’s take now feels especially “poignant” in light of his tragic death.

“Dear 10 year old Liam. Get ready! It’s about to get a little bumpy,” Payne says in a fuzzy close-up video in which he’s wearing headphones. “Cherish every moment with your loved ones right now as there’s only a few more family holidays to enjoy, life is about to turn surreal. You know that thing you love, singing, keep it up and when you turn 14 something magical is going to happen and I’m not talking about puberty.”

The singer tells his 5th grade self that not only will he audition for “one of the biggest music shows in the world,” The X Factor, but that he will also meet the future mother of his now seven-year-old son Bear, Girls Aloud member Cheryl Cole.

“I know it seems early but just trust me it’s all gonna work out however it’s supposed to. I suggest you watch Back to the Future, it might help,” Payne joked at the time. “You are now famous and it feels like you’ve peaked way too early you cocky little bugger, but you have barely even started yet. Take it down a notch and remember it’s a marathon not a sprint,” he said, noting that his first audition for X Factor in 2008 as a solo act — where judge Simon Cowell said he wasn’t quite ready yet — wasn’t even “base camp” in his wild ride to global stardom.

“For a while you’ll feel like giving up. But don’t, as you’re about to meet four other guys on the same track as you,” he said of his second try in 2010, when Cowell paired him up with his eventual 1D mates: Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Zayn Malik and Louis Tomlinson.

“When you first meet them it’s going to be chaos but just remember to enjoy yourself, stay young at heart as that’s what this point of your life is all about. Forgive more and learn to listen,” Payne counseled. “You will have the most amazing time of your life, travel the world and live a life you barely imagined. Then it will end for a while and you’ll be left with nothing but the steering wheel.”

Payne also told his young self that after 1D’s hiatus in 2016 things would feel “scary” for a bit, “like you’re alone, but you are not. You’re about to start a totally new journey with the most amazing person you’ve ever met, your son Bear.”

Bear, Payne’s only child, was born in 2017, a year before he and Cole split. “Don’t doubt yourself at this Dad thing, just look at all the things you’ve learnt along the way, surely that must mean you have a lot to give,” he said. “Be grateful and try to remember very day you’re doing something you love that took ten years to build. The first single will skyrocket and you’ll never see it coming but stop with the self doubt and you’ll be fine.”

The letter ends with Payne giving a “big hug” to his mom, dad and his entire family.

Payne’s death has prompted tributes from around the globe, including personal notes from all his former 1D mates and a are joint statement from the living members on Thursday, as well as tributes from Payne’s family and his former school.

Local authorities said that believe Payne was not sober at the time of his death, reporting that they found substances that appeared to be narcotics and alcoholic drinks in his room. A preliminary autopsy confirmed that Payne died from multiple traumas and internal and external hemorrhages sustained from the impact of a fall from the third-story of the Casa Sur hotel in the Palermo district in Argentina. 

In the moments leading up to the star’s death, a hotel manager called 911 to report that a guest was “overwhelmed with drugs and alcohol” and “destroying [their] entire room”; by the time police arrived on scene, Payne had already fallen from the balcony of his room and died due to his injuries.

Watch Payne reading his letter below.

Sharon Osbourne has had an inside angle on the highs and lows of the music industry for more than 45 years as her husband Ozzy’s manager. On Thursday (Oct. 17), she took aim at the music biz for what she said was its failure to support former One Direction singer and solo star Liam Payne, who died at 31 on Wednesday following a fatal fall from the balcony of his Buenos Aires, Argentina hotel room.
“Liam, my heart aches. We all let you down,” wrote Osbourne, a three-season veteran of the British X-Factor, where Payne rose to stardom after he was grouped with Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Zayn Malik and Louis Tomlinson in 2010. “Where was this industry when you needed them?” she asked in an Instagram post featuring a solemn picture of the late singer who first auditioned for the reality singing show in 2008 as a solo act, before giving it another shot two years later at age 16. “You were just a kid when you entered one of the toughest industries in the world. Who was in your corner? Rest in peace my friend,” said Osbourne, who left X-Factor several years before Payne auditioned.

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Payne often talked about the overwhelming pressures he faced when 1D rocketed to global superstardom in 2012, which included suicidal thoughts and substance use, telling the BBC in 2017 that he often used alcohol to “mask” his feelings. I was very confused about fame when it all happened… and learning to be a person outside of your job was difficult,” he said at the time.

Fellow boy bander-turned-solo-star Robbie Williams weighed in as well on Thursday, expressing, “shock, sadness and confusion” about Payne’s death, while urging fans to think deeply about how they treat celebrities online and urging kindness and compassion. “I met the boys on The X Factor and ‘mentored’ them. I use the word mentored in inverted brackets cos I hardly did anything to be honest. I just hung out with them,” wrote Williams, who chronicled his tumultuous years in the spotlight as a member of British boy band Take That and his personal struggles with depression and substance use in the years after in his solo career in a self-titled 2023 Netflix documentary series.

“They were all cheeky and lovely,” Williams wrote. “I enjoyed the light hearted piss takery and Thought about all the times I was that cheeky pisstaker with the Popstars that had gone before me when I was in Take That.”

Williams said he crossed paths with the 1D stars over the years since and while saying he was “fond” of all of them, adding that what Payne’s “trials and tribulations were very similar to mine, so it made sense to reach out to offer what I could. So i did.” He also included what appeared to be a text exchange with Payne from 2022 in which Williams told the singer he was “very proud” of him, to which Payne replied, “that’s man, that means the world.”

The note from Williams included an all-caps section in which the singer reminded fans that we “don’t know what’s going on in people’s lives. What pain they’re going through and what makes them behave in the way that they behave. Before we reach to judgement, a bit of slack needs to be given… Even if you don’t really think that celebrities or their families exist, they f–king do.”

Williams lamented that the “media will unfortunately carry on being the media and fame will carry on being fame.” He ended with a plea for compassion and love, writing, “As individuals though we have the power to change ourselves. We can be kinder. We can be more empathic. We can at least try to be more compassionate towards ourselves, our family, our friends, strangers in life and strangers on the internet. Even famous strangers need your compassion. What a Handsome Talented boy. What a tragic painful loss for his friends, family, fans and by the looks of the energy this moment has created – The World.”

A preliminary autopsy said that Payne died from multiple traumas and internal and external hemorrhages sustained from the impact of a fall from the third-story of the Casa Sur hotel in the Palermo district in Argentina. Police are still investigating the incident, but initial reports are that they found substances in the star’s disheveled room that appeared to be narcotics and alcohol.

Osbourne and Williams’ tributes came after all four of Payne’s former 1D bandmates — Harry Styles, Zayn Malik, Louis Tomlinson and Niall Horan — issued a joint statement mourning the loss of their brother, saying “the memories we shared with him will be treasured forever.” All four living members also offered up their own personal statements, as did Payne’s family and his former school.

See Osbourne and Williams’ tributes below.

Maggie Rogers joined the chorus of fans and musicians paying tribute to Liam Payne in the wake of the late One Direction and solo star’s death in Buenos Aires, Argentina on Wednesday at age 31. During her show at TD Garden in Boston on Thursday night (Oct. 17), Rogers took a moment to remember Payne before performing a moving cover of a beloved 1D ballad.
“This week, in particular, I’ve been thinking how precious life is and how quickly things can change,” the singer said while seated at piano, as seen in videos of the special moment posted by fans. She said she’d been preparing to go to dinner with one of her oldest friends — who she’s known since she was nine-years-old — when that person walked into the room and told her about Payne’s death. “We’re just about the same age,” said Rogers, 30. “Any time a public figure, especially a musical peer, slips off, it’s really present and I’ve been sending a bunch of love to my friends and my band the last couple days… I wanted to just honor anyone who has been touched by [One Direction’s] music or those songs.”

She then launched into a hushed piano-and-voice cover of 1D’s “Night Changes,” the final single from the group’s penultimate album, 2014’s Four. “We’re only getting older, baby/ And I’ve been thinking about it lately/ Does it ever drive you crazy/ Just how fast the night changes?,” she sang as a rush of recognition came over the hushed crowd. “Everything that you’ve ever dreamed of/ Disappearing when you wake up/ But there’s nothing to be afraid of/ Even when the night changes/ It will never change me and you.”

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Rogers was just the latest artist to pay homage to Payne, who died following a fall from the third-floor balcony of his hotel in Buenos Aires, Argentina, on Wednesday, sustaining multiple, mortal injuries.

On Thursday, Payne’s former 1D bandmates —  Harry Styles, Zayn Malik, Louis Tomlinson and Niall Horan issued a joint statement mourning the loss of their brother, saying “the memories we shared with him will be treasured forever.” In addition, all four living members offered up their own personal statements, as did Payne’s family and his former school.

Rogers’ tribute came after Rita Ora honored her former duet partner just hours after his death was reported during her concert in Japan. Ora struggled to get through the lyrics to “For You,” the collab single she recorded with Payne for the Fifty Shades Freed soundtrack in 2018. Overcome with emotion, Ora let the audience sing in her stead as she walked around the stage with her head bowed.

A preliminary autopsy confirmed that Payne died from multiple traumas and internal and external hemorrhages sustained from the impact of a fall from the third-story of the Casa Sur hotel in the Palermo district in Argentina. Police are still investigating the incident, but initial reports are that they found substances in the star’s disheveled room that appeared to be narcotics and alcohol.

Watch Rogers’ tribute to Payne below.

Niall Horan joined his former One Direction brothers in paying tribute to their late bandmate and friend Liam Payne in a heartfelt personal tribute posted on Friday morning (Oct.18). After a group statement from the former 1D members and individual notes from Harry Styles, Zayn Malik and Louis Tomlinson, Horan’s emotional letter touched on the universal feeling of wishing you had one more goodbye, one more hug, or just another quiet moment with the ones you love.
“I’m absolutely devastated about the passing of my amazing friend, Liam. It just doesn’t feel real,” Horan wrote in an Instagram post featuring a smiling photo of the two from their One Direction days. The tribute came less than 48 hours after a preliminary autopsy report said Payne, 31, died following a fall from the third-floor balcony of his hotel in Buenos Aires, Argentina, sustaining multiple, mortal injuries.

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“Liam had an energy for life and a passion for work that was infectious. He was the brightest in every room and always made everyone feel happy and secure,” Horan continued. “All the laughs we had over the years, sometimes about the simplest of things, keep coming to mind through the sadness. We got to live out our wildest dreams together and I will cherish every moment we had forever. The bond and friendship we had doesn’t happen often in a lifetime.”

Horan said he felr fortunate that he got to see Payne recently when the “Strip That Down” singer attended one of Niall’s shows at the Movistar Arena in Buenos Aires on Oct. 2. “I sadly didn’t know that after saying goodbye and hugging him, I would be saying goodbye forever. It’s heartbreaking,” Horan lamented. His tribute concluded with a message of love for Payne’s family, including the late singer’s seven-year-old son, Bear.

“Love you brother,” he concluded.

Horan’s older brother, Greg, wrote that he too was “heartbroken” over the loss of Payne. “You were a top young boy to a man a son a brother you are only one of 4 lads I was happy enough to take my place in nialls life as a brother you will be forever missed,” he wrote.

In an earlier solo message, Styles said he was “truly devastated” by the loss of his friend, sharing that Payne’s “greatest joy was making other people happy, and it was an honour to be alongside him as he did it.”

Tomlinson lamented the loss of his “brother,” saying, “Liam was somebody I looked up to everyday, such a positive, funny, and kind soul.” Zayn’s message nodded to the times the two “butted heads,” but focused on the kindness Payne showed him during dark days. “I never got to thank you for supporting me through some of the most difficult times in my life,” he said. “When I was missing home as a 17 yr old kid you would always be there with a positive outlook and reassuring smile and let me know you were my friend and I was loved.”

In addition to their own posts, 1D also issued a joint statement on Thursday (Oct. 17), writing that, “the memories we shared with him will be treasured forever.”

Local authorities have said that believe Payne was not sober at the time of his death, reporting that they found substances that appeared to be narcotics and alcoholic drinks in his room. In the moments leading up to the star’s death, a hotel manager called 911 to report that a guest was “overwhelmed with drugs and alcohol” and “destroying [their] entire room”; by the time police arrived on scene, Payne had already fallen from the balcony of his room and died due to his injuries.

At press time there was no information on funeral arrangements for Payne.

See Horan’s tribute below.