Sasha Colby Explains Why People Trying to Ban Drag ‘Only Know How To Do Fear’
Written by djfrosty on June 7, 2023
When speaking to Sasha Colby about the rash of laws targeting drag performers and trans individuals in America, it’s clear that she’s thought a lot about the politicians trying to silence people like her. And she’s probably sized them up with a far greater generosity than they’ve afforded her.
“I don’t even think they are necessarily mad at us,” opines Colby, who became the first trans woman of color to win RuPaul’s Drag Race in April. “I think they understand that our voice is very loud right now. I feel like they understand how much power we hold as a commerce and as people that have a lot of voting power. They’re just trying to scare us back into the closet, for lack of better words, because that’s the only thing that they know how to operate on. They don’t know how to operate on love — they’ve never done that — so they only know how to do fear.”
For the Waimānalo, Hawaii-born entertainer, the effect of fear-based bigotry is sadly close to home. Although her Jehovah’s Witness family would call her into the living room to dance along to Whitney Houston videos on MTV when she was a kid, they met her with less than open arms when she openly embraced her trans identity. Despite coming from a conservative religious background, Colby says there were “so many trans people in Hawaii” around her while she was growing up: “There was a lot of representation, probably to the point where I didn’t realize how many trans people I was interacting with as a kid. Mom’s hairdresser was a full trans woman and I never put it together [until later] — she just seemed like a really cool glamorous lady.”
Colby developed her drag skills secretly as a teenager behind a locked bathroom door. The self-professed “full-on ham” (“I definitely have main character syndrome,” she jokes) stuck with drag over the years because of the control it affords a DIY artist. “It’s one of the very few arts where you are completely in charge of yourself. You’re not working with a team — you’re not contributing to a bigger machine,” she says. “Drag is very personal. In drag, you are a living, breathing art installation — constantly changing, constantly improving. And this art is helping you grow.”
That art took center stage on season 15 of Drag Race, where Colby’s thoughtful interpretations of each episode’s challenges — and wildly acrobatic lip syncs — commanded the spotlight. The show enjoyed some its best ratings in years, with the season 15 finale ratings up 17% compared to the previous year’s.
Now, the naturally empathetic Colby is stepping comfortably into a larger spotlight (she covers the latest issue of Billboard alongside Maren Morris, Eureka O’Hara, Symone and Landon Cider). “It feels really nice to be able to be a trans woman of color that is being asked my opinion, and [who can be] a source of inspiration and safety for a lot of scared queer people out there,” she says. And she’s not letting opportunities to make a difference, whether big or small, slide by.
“I’m on the plane quite a bit, and sometimes I get to be business class. [I’m often] sitting next to people that probably would never talk to a trans person — or they’re watching Fox News right next to me,” Colby says with a dry chuckle. “I feel like I do have a very disarming personality, so that I end up leaving the person at least humanizing my experience so that they can understand what a trans person is.”
Colby’s aim is to get through to people — and yes, voters — who feel like the only way they can get ahead is by putting down others. “We have to make everyone’s human interest everyone’s concern,” she says. “We have to bridge that gap: why can’t you get what you need, but so does everyone else as well?” On a more somber note, she at least hopes that those interactions remind Fox News lovers that trans people — who are four times as likely to be victims of violent crime, according to a 2021 UCLA study — are human beings and not political scapegoats or statistics. “When they see a trans person getting killed, [I hope they] remember meeting me,” she says. “They made a human connection, which will hopefully help them vote in a more equal, enlightened way.”
In the face of everything going on, Colby says she finds solace in music, whether it’s “a good sad girls’ playlist” or the avant-flavored dance music of Kaytranada and Róisín Murphy. She also draws inspiration from her drag peers and friends, such as Brooklyn drag iconoclast Untitled Queen. “She gives me so much life,” Colby raves, instantly lighting up. “She’s a perfect example of what drag is when it’s a fully immersive way of being.”
As a gloriously unpredictable drag queen, she also points to a rather unexpected source of reassurance during tough times: documentaries that show how “human civilization evolves or de-evolves” over the centuries. “The pendulum goes back and forth,” she says. “It’s the momentum of life.” It’s a Zen approach, but don’t let it fool you into thinking Colby isn’t committed to high-kicking that pendulum back from its current far-right swing. Speaking to the next generation, she offers, “We’re going to make sure to make this place a little better for you all, a little safer, so you can feel freedom to express yourselves however you need to.
“And move to a big city whenever you can,” she continues with a laugh. “But vote in the small city at your parents’ address.”
A version of this story will appear in the June 10, 2023, issue of Billboard.